My baby is getting married....I don't know whether to be happy or cry!

I am happy for her, she has found a wonderful young man to spend her life with. It is what we have been preparing her for... being ready to live a new life with someone new and moving on. I just don't know if I'm ready to let this part of my life go.

It wasn't easy with any of the kids, but I have been excited to have them venture out and experience marriage. It's just that she is my last one. The baby. A time to change my life too. I will have to give up on some things that I enjoy.. Calling her anytime I want to talk, meeting for lunch when I am over there, shopping and looking for things we like, going to movies, plays etc. Now she will be having to turn her extra time into being with Jordan and making their lives run smoother.(Which is what I want for her) It's just going to be different and I need to prepare myself for it.

Letting go... sometimes it's hard to do, even if it is the right thing to do.

I wish her and Jordan all the happiness in the world, I hope they can stay as happy as they are right now. They are headed in the right direction and in the right way. I know they are going to be able to work together to make it wonderful.

My mothering days are coming to an end... It's time to direct my attention to focus on the grandchildren and see what with be from now on. ON TO NEW AND DIFFERENT THINGS!!!